It is selfish, it is brave, and it is cowardly.
But mostly it is a cry for help.
Whilst being depressed, you will deep, deep inside, be hoping that someone will save you. Will show you that they care for you.
Right before you take your life, you'll still be hoping that someone will magically appear and save you. But no. Most of the time people die instead. Don't think that no one wants to save them. Because that's wrong. Loads of people do. The problem is just this. Those of you who want to commit suicide, those of you who are depressed, put on that fake smile and say 'I'm okay'. You won't let anyone in, you shut yourself down telling yourself "The only way out is suicide." The thing is, it's not. Depression is blind. But it also opens your eyes up to the world. Do you know exactly how many people there are? Don't think that everyone hates you, and that no one cares for you. A stranger could see you and like you immediately, who knows? No one. But think about this before commiting suicide. Or self-harming. Or anything. How will someone save you if they don't know you need saving?
Hello, my pen name is Avery, and I'm an awkward potato. Nah, I'm human. A fangirl who's obsessed over books and bands. A girl who thinks the world is beautiful, and that you are too. Even if you might not know that. Just know this about me: You can talk to me about anything. About problems. About books. About 5sos. We could fangirl together. Or be awkward together :D It's all up to you.
~Avery
